I'm exhausted, so this is going to be short.
I made it to a milestone of sorts today, or rather, an achievement: I weighed in at my lowest weight so far since joining TOPS in August 2010! I'm pretty happy about it. Of course I promptly celebrated with a Super Bean Burrito (yum) *smile*. I'd potentially like to lose about 5 more pounds, so my loss this past week really helps.
I have a meeting first thing in the morning with my director. It's to discuss my temporary promotion "and other matters". As I'm easily intimidated by higher-ups (are you surprised? This is something many people don't realize about me considering the confidence I often exude...) I'm a little nervous what that means. I do know that there are changes occurring in my department, so it's probably just about that. Unfortunately my head plays tricks and gives me all sorts of horrible thoughts like, maybe I won't get the TPHD now, or maybe I said something the wrong way to some employee and they complained about me, or... or... I don't know.
Either way, I'm really too tired to even think about it so I'm taking a muscle relaxant and going to bed. 'Nough said.
If you expected a piece of pi tonight, you're sorely mistaken. Pfffft!
That's why you can never judge anyone by their outside cover. I've been surprised to discover that many people I've perceived to be confident are in fact lacking in self-esteem.
ReplyDeleteI always worry when something is happening at work as well and tend to think the worst when usually it's nothing. Hope today turns out to be a wonderfully positive experience for you.